I am terrified that I will never find something to fill this emptiness inside of me. Scared that these feelings of being detached will never go away. I feel hollow, like I have no personality, I am nothing, just a waste of space with no meaning or reason… I start things and then lose the motivation and stop doing them. I don’t know what to do with my life, don’t know how to get back to a place where I am happy. I think I used to know what I wanted to do with my life, I used to be happy…I think. I don’t know anything anymore. Why do I feel like this all the time?
Part of me wants it all to end and part of me wants to help others who feel like this but I can’t even help myself…
Everything sucks sometimes.
Twisted Rose 